she has a beautiful name

you know who you are.

well,hello there! i have a story to tell..
it's about something happened recently.
it's about this girl..
Sometime,talking to someone from his past make me realize something .
we shared almost everything that night.I never knew that i'll be able to talk to her, i mean,gossiping like best friend does.so comfy!
Alhamdulillah , finally i have the courage to add her and i just find out that she is my silent reader.
So,if you read this ..i wrote about you..yes,it's you! don't worry..i won't make any scene out of it.
just wanna be friend with you.. and i won't cause you any trouble.. i'm not that type.

Happy holiday peeps!

The Breakup Plan

Tajuk saja nk propa..

Dia yg igtkan aku,takda bnda yg kekal selamanya.Dia bgtahu kbnran walaupn sgt pahit aku nk telan..Mula-mula aku xpernah trfikir tntg berpisah.Terimakasih sbb sedarkan saya hakikat tu sjk dulu lagi.Saya tak pernah ada plan nk breakup sbb igt semua bnda ni infinity and can last longer but u really wake me up.

If one day kita dah tak samasama lagi dah sy dah start buat plan..Awak tahu knp? sbb,tiaptiap pg saya bgn tido,saya slalu terfikir apa yg saya nk buat kalau awak dah takda dgn saya..Sayang saya dah bnyk so bila hati saya dah betul2 patah nanti bnyk yg saya plan.

1) I'll fly to Sabah alone..Jalan2 kat sana..its okay since ada Eija kat sana..
2)I'll go and visit aten kat CyberJaya.
3)Kerja part-time *busykan diri so krg sikit rasa sakit.
4)Buy an IPAD..fuhhh..duit gaji kerja tu kumpul2 nk beli ipad..cz dpt baca bnyk buku..download music..
5)Spend time nk improve guitar skills..Skrg ni gitar tu berdebu je kat dlm bilik cz busy dgn study and final..
6)Harap2 time degree nt dpt kat S.A..new environmnt+new ppl..
7)Start writing
8)Planning utk buat vlog .
9)Bnyk spend time dgn kwn2..go out!
10)first off- mst la nangis sakan utk seminggu then promise to myself dah takkan mngis dah pastu baru start sket2 buat plan kat ats.sbb being strong je choice yg i ada.

Plan yg kat atas ni taktahu la boleh jaln ke tak sbb ntah2 bila dah betul2 takde nt mgkin  jd blurr kjp taktahu nak buat apa.Harap2 there will no such things happen.Sometimes everythg seems infinity and forever.But i know,there'll no such thing as happy ending for everyone.Just lucky ones je yg akn dpt happy ending tu..dlm kisah hidup aku pulak,aku masih taktahu mana jalan yg harus aku pilih utk smpai kat happy ending tu.

A story.

Girl :
        kalaulah awak faham apa yg saya rasa.Jgn buat sy mcmnie.
        Sy nk rs disayangi,dbri prhatian.Saya tak mintak jewelleries+kasut jimmychoo+bra victoria secret,baju      
        Zara,scarf from Maysaa..Saya hny nk segunung perhatian,selautan ambik brt dn ksh syg yg infiniti dr
        awk..kalau betul syg,hargai saya yg ada dlm hidup awak ni..yakinkan saya utk saya ada dlm hidup awk.

Boy:
       Saya xdpt menjanji kasih sayg sedalam laut,perhatian setinggi langit dan ambil berat sebesar                gunung.maaf..


2nd story.

Girl:
        Awak ni slalu je tido .tp xgemok2!

Boy:
        Gemok la sng sikit.

Girl:
        Senang apanya?

Boy:
       Tak kena tiup angin.

Girl:
       =..=''''

p/s:Saya baru tahu hati awak ada pada yg sudah tiada..~saya dpt bertahan sampai skrg sbb memori dan rasa syg sy yg bnyk utk awak.

kalau org sayangkan kita :)

kalau org sayangkan kita :

Bg i ,real life contoh tu ada kat Azman Zhafirin AND Mia Amira.They are so sweet together..im so jealous of how firin takes good care of mia.Everyday mst diorg akan call each other..so balance..dua2 make efforts to stay in each other's life.*how pathetic i am..looking at their love story make me look back at myself.teringin nk mcmtu jugak..

1) org tu akan call kita at least once a day..bkn nk ckp lama2 pn..just say hi and tny hari kita mcm mana.
2)kalau kita txt bnda sweet2 n dia tkreply sbb trtido,esk pg tu mst dia akan say smthg sweet back and tak tinggalkan kita dgn doubt.
3)always akan call blk in case dia nmpk misscall dr kita.
4)akan risau kalau kita tiba2 snyp.
5)akan sedaya upaya jaga kita..kalau tknak kita dgn other guy,dia akn try buat everythg to pleased us.
6)kalau dia sygkan kita,dia akn sayangkan kita and maintain perangai dia sama dgn masa mula2 dia nk tackle kita dulu..ni bila dah dpt,caring tu mcm berkurang je..org semakin hari semakin sayang,tp jd terbalik pulak..
7)akan txt kalau tgh main game in case kalau dia takdpt agkat call kita..
8)Dont leave us in doubt.

Sincerely,
Me

heart

Dear heart please be strong.

I want to be happy only with the person that i loved the most
I want to feel secure only with the person i loved the most
I want to flirt and jokes around only with the person i loved the most
I want to cry and laugh only with the person i loved the most..
And it is YOU .

p/s:i love you

so

im learning the art of letting go.and it's not that easy .

sometimes

yeah..it hurts.
But it is better to know and engulf the pain rather than to not know and always wonder.
This eve ada Test Database.Yup..bca notes but ekceli tak paham2 pongg! aigoo..
just want to spend a lot of time together even doing nothing at all.I hope that there is really somebody
that can understand me..how i feel..what i want.and of course,im not trying to be a selfish,dont worry since im always there if you want me..

If have a lot of money,and everything in this world can be bought..of course,i'll buy time..

Entri untuk Dia yg tidak dapat saya sebutkan nama

Ya ..aku tahu..kehilangan itu satu penyeksaan..Dia yang jauh disana tidak mungkin lagi untuk merindui kita disini..aku juga pernah kehilangan..Kehilangan yang maha azab untuk ditelan..yang maha susah untuk diharungi..Berita kematiannya pernah membuat aku meraung..dan rebah ke bumi..Tetapi..aku hormati keputusan Ilahi..Untuk mengambilnya kembali kepada cinta yang hakiki..Jenazahnya kulihat..kuburnya aku ziarahi..Itu semua adalah untuk meyakinkan diri bahawa dia sudah tiada lagi..Hanya Al-Fatihah yang mampu kuberi.

Awak yang tidak dapat saya sebutkan nama..suatu masa dahulu ..awak yang  mampu membuat saya berdiri tegak..menghadap dunia yang kejam..awak pinjamkan saya bahu awak sementara kaki saya kuat kembali..Awak mahu saya bangun..supaya saya mampu hadapi semuanya..supaya saya tidak mati ..Saya tahu..awak tidak sesekali akan luahkan apa yang terbuku..awak selalu berkias tentang isi-hati dan perasaan awak..Tapi..saya faham..saya semakin faham diri awak kini..

Kini..tiba giliran saya untuk meminjamkan bahu saya kembali..meminjamkan tangan untuk menyapu titisan air mata awak yang tidak kelihatan zahirnya..memberi ruang masa untuk diri awak walaupun saya terpaksa sendiri..

Tetapi..awak harus ingat..yang pergi jangan ditangisi lagi..Iringilah dengan alunan yassin dan kalungan al-fatihah..Supaya insan yang awak sayangi sepenuh jiwa awak aman dan bahagia di sana.Lakukanlah banyak amalan kebaikan ,supaya tempiasnya ..dia disana juga merasa..Hidup ini perlu dihargai..Ingatlah juga bahawa Allah tidak menguji diluar kemampuan hambanya.Itu tanda sayang dan kasih  yang tiada taranya dari yang MAHA ESA ..Hikmahnya mungkin tidak dapat dilihat pada zahir..tetapi mata hati yang harus bijak menilainya..

Awak yang tidak dapat saya sebutkan nama..sabarlah dengan ketentuan yang MAHA ESA..saya sentiasa ada disini jika awak perlukan saya.Saya tahu..saya tidak perlu meminjamkan telinga kerana awak tidak mungkin meluahkannya..Tetapi saya tahu,kerana saya dapat merasa...

hilang semangat

"Awak, yang satu masa dulu pernah buat saya berdiri teguh. Saya tahu awak baca blog hitam ni walaupun tidak disuruh. Dulu awak berdiri sekarang awak jatuh. Bangunlah, saya boleh pinjamkan bahu ini semula sampai kaki awak kembali kukuh. Kalau tak pun, saya boleh payungkan supaya awak dapat berteduh. Yang penting saya nak awak berdiri semula dan berlari jauh-jauh. 


ps : Tidak perlu berkias kalau apa yang nak dikata itu ikhlas ;)" (by apih el nino)


It is so nice to have someone say things like this to you especially someone that you loved the most.So that you can put your head up! dan rasa kuat untuk teruskan hidup.sometimes,you give your best and nothing more got left.please give me strength.Rasa tak kuat dah.dah mcm obor-obor nie.
malas nk belajar..malas nk kejar cita2..rasa mcm hilang seluruh kekuatan untuk hidup.please somebody,give me courage and put the spirit back! feeling down! tell me something that i can believe! tell me something that will give me back my faith.tell me something to keep me strong.pleaseeee..i need help!

oh

taktahu nk ltk title apa..ltk je la oh kann..mak and abah dah ltk anak dia setsiap kat merbok ni..dorg tanak anta hari sabtu..takmau JAM katanya..huhu..so..duduk la aku seketui2 diri..
aku tgk gmbar dis girl..atyn ckp,takpayah la tgk.tp aku nk tgk jugak..aku perlu berdepan dgn realiti..So,aku tgk sampai nak termuntah..then baru rasa insecurity aku berkurang.

Setiap orang ada cara memasing nak overcome something that they dont like.Bagi aku,itulah caranya..Cuti mid-sem biasa2 jaa..

p/s:mintak maaf kalau saya tak pandai jga hati .

It's Her Story

"Jangan terlampau memaksa..belajar menerima,

 Jangan terlampau memberi jika tidak dikasihi ".

"I dont understand.But It strike through my heart" .Mcm ada batu jatuh dari langit direct kena kat aku.Mcm tu la apa yg aku rasa.Take time jugak nak fhm ,but i think right now after hours of thinking and thinking.I think I got d point.

apa yg aku faham:

1)kita tak boleh nk paksa orang sukajiwa kita je.Dia mungkin tak suka dgn apa yg kita buat.So,please terima n jgn nk paksa org samada beli-barang ke,pergi kedai ke,susahkan orang ke,paksa orang sayang kat kita ke ,paksa org buat benda yang dia taknak buat ke kann.

2)Jangan la terlampau memberi sangat.Sometimes org akan suffocate dgn apa yang kita buat .Kita macam memaksa dia untuk melakukan sesuatu yang dia tidak bersedia lagi.

Tapi :

Kadang-kadang, kita terpaksa memaksa untuk mendapat sedikit perhatian.

Kadang-kadang ,menjadi pemberi lebih baik daripada penerima.Itu sebagai tanda ingatan tulus ikhlas dari si pemberi kerana dia hanya memberi apa yang ada semampunya.Tanda dia menyayangi seikhlas hati.

Kadang-kadang,kita hanya mahukan yang terbaik dan mahukan mereka menghargai dan menyayangi kita apa adanya.

Itu sahaja.

sometimes,you do everything you can so that u can make that someone see you the way you see them.like you the way you like them .Care for you like you care for them and love you the way you love them.

But it cant be forced.I know now. 

~ listening to" if i die young".Memorizing how i met him.This song certainly bring back old memories.Every single part of how i met him,Every single details of how i feel at that time.

On our first lunch together.On how i kept comparing our height.On how i get text from him every lunch and after i slept.

That's all .

oh ok.saya jeles!

entry kali ni tntg kejelesan yang melanda.

 actually,bila kita dpt tahu tntg barang yg kita nak tapi contoh yg kita nk bg tu ada pada org yg kita xbrp suka.perlu lagi ke kita nk barang tu?contoh tu hny ada pada dia.Nanti org cakap aku nk tiru gaya dia pulak.Sedangkan,aku dah nmpak benda tu n tringin nk pakai since aku umur 18 lagi.Dats mean 2 tahun lps,tapi taktahu nk describe mcm mana.And tetiba my bf said ,ouh..yg mcm dat girl selalu pakai tu ke?dush2!.tawar hati dah nak pakai.tapiiiiii...saya teringin..mcm mana ni....fuufuu..*nafasnaikatasbawah!

pastu yg jeles lagi ..org yg aku tringin nk kenal tu rapat dgn this girl..Actually,i like her personality..Tp sbb certain circumstances..i cant approach her.I like her style.Very much.I xnk copycat her style.But just to know more about her.as simple as dat.since she is so gojes..kalau aku dapat kenal dia apa yg aku nk buat adalah

1) get to know each other first la kann..mcm say hi ke ..
2)dah start kenal..haruslahh nk gossip pasal fashion dia yg so nice tu! woah..
3)pastu keluar mkn sesama.
4)shopping sesama*semua bnda kat atas ni mcm mustahil je nk jd.tp daydreaming xsalah kan?

dah mcm gegedik pulak wat list bagai..

sometimes.when i look at her ,i want to b her actually.But i know..i cant be her.cuz i am me.and nothing can changed that.i am just an ordinary kampung girl.I am proud to be me.

aku tringin :

1)nak pakai lawa2 cantik2 .style sgt kannn..motif? for my own sake of confidence.Kalau hari yg aku mke-up sket2 then pakai cantik2..dat day,rasa confidence level tu tinggi.Tapi,kalau hari pakai comotcomot dalam hati cakap *ohpelis jgn la trserempak dgn org2 yg aku tknak trserempak cuz im in my worst outfit! pheww!

2)aku nak beli semua barang canticantik tp pada HARGA murah..okeyyy bitches!! aku bkn org kaya.yang kaya makabah aku kt kg nuu! tu pon bkn kaya harta tapi kaya budi bahasa je..Aku bkn jenis org yg memilih..Benda2 yg aku nmpak lawa and nice tp kalau bnda tu kat bundle je..aku sapuuu bersih jgk.tu time kalau duit melimpah laa kann..

3)nk ada clean looks! bkn slama ni aku comot2 or whatsoever.Tp kalau org pandang,sejuk mataaa..Nak pakai ala2 tradisional gitchhu! tggu la aku ada duit t..habis la semua bnda aku nk beli!

4)Nak ada Mary-Kay set.woahh..sesiapa yg pakai nie! ohpelis saya jeles dgn anda!

5)Bercita2 untuk reshuffle aku punya closet.Yang mana dah agak outdated tu nk simpan.Mana tahu kot2 nt nk pakai balik ke kannn..PASTU nak beli new outfit.Macam2 style and kaler.Im in love with mix and match.Pastu colour blocking .Mix and match tu aku dah jatuh cinta kalau pasal nak mix n match dress aku dgn cardigan.Tapi tu la..xbnyk cardigan yg lawa2.Nak p KL jauh pulak..semata2 jee.Tgk la pas raya ni ke bila atin dah kat sana.Nk g shopping2 *taksdrduitdahtakde.HAHAHA

dah panjang tulis ni.hati pon rasa lega sket lps dah luah kat sini.Enjoy your day!!

haih

aku kat sini.

maseh tak tido lagi

jam dah pukul 2.40

pmbetulan,bukan tak tido lagi,tapi terbgn dr tido

ni semua sbb aku tido pukul 9.00 mlm td

n then skrg aku takut

sbb bgn2 je didi takdak kat sebelah.

dia pg mana ntah.pastu dgn bunyi guruh2 lagi

aku beranikan diri bukak lappy tulis2..

huwa! rasa sedih.

xdak sesapa skrg nie.

t kalau call kacau pulak.

bye..nk pg pura2 tido.

escapism

i want to go to a place where tears is not your pillow's best friend.
i want to go to a place where judgement is not killing yourself
i want to go to a place where happiness is in everybody's heart
i want  to go to a place where money cant buy everything you like
i want to go to a place where sorrow and sadness can be erased
i want to go to a place where forever and fairy tales do exist
i want to go to a place where everyone knows how to take care of your heart
i want to go to a place where your loved one will always be there for you no matter what
i want to go to a place where happy-ending do exist
i want to go to a place where jealousy can be overcome by trust
i want to go to a place where your love is appreciated
i want to go to a place where a broken heart can be fixed
i want to go to a place where friends do not  stabbed behind your back
i want to go to a place where selfishness is overcome by kindness
i want to go to a place where i will feel the most beautiful
i want to go to a place where i will feel blessed and lucky
i want to go to a place where there will be somebody that appreciate me and accept me no matter who i am
i want to go to a place where everyone treat you better

dear friends,i am lucky to meet you in my life.

dear bestfriends, i am glad to have you with me in my life.

dear special bestfriends, where my secrets are safe with you and you accept me for who i am and proud of me.thanx for growing up with me.know every single tears i shed,thanx for your shoulders,thanx for everything that we've been through.know every single piece of me.i 'll always cherish our moments together.

dear boyfriend,im glad to meet you.you teaches me how to dance to the rhythm of life,teaches me to be more matured,how to appreciate my life,how to be me.I hope that you'll always be happy.I hope that you'll make sure that what you've been dreaming of do come true.Chase for your dream and your future.It is not for me or your family,it is solely just for you.Even we may be apart one day,i hope that you'll always make your family proud of you.I am proud of you.I wish i can be your backbone that will always support you to be better and better but at last,you need to stand on your own and do what's the best for you.Believe me,i'll always be on your side and please trust me.

the end

a.w.a.y

Dear pillow,sorry for all the tears

Dear tummy,sorry for all the butterflies inside,

Dear heart,sorry for all the damages,

Dear brain,you are always right.

But still,i am following my heart where it leads me too.The thinking will come later.

I think everybody deserved to be loved and to be cared.Nothing more that people will ask except to love them for who they are and to love them unconditionally.

But,still..it is so hard to love another person when your heart have been hurt before.You'll be extra careful this time.Sometimes,it is so unfair to let the "another" person slides easily into your heart.But,looks,it is so unfair for that person too.It is from a book that i read recently.

My friends love stories teach  me so much about love.But still,i dont know how to deal with it in my real life.There's so much that i dont know,so much that i am lacking of.Sometimes,out of nowhere,my insecurities about everything will come out.

Sometimes,i wonder how much important a person can be in another person's life.Finally,i have found the answer.For me, he is important in my life enough that i know i am scared of losing him.That's all.

p/s:Lately,i miss my laughter .

What i want:

I don't want a perfect person,

I just want someone to act silly with,

treats me well,

& loves being with me more than anything.

I want to go somewhere.I think beach will be the perfect place.May be i'll be there after my last class today.

I want to wash away all my worries.

Wind,take away my worries.

Sea,let me breathe out my sadness.

coconut tree,let me drink your water pleaseee..*wink2..Dats all.

                                     

photoshoot

Assalamualaikum.hey readers.lama dah xjumpa.rindu...post kali ni ttg photoshoot 2 weeks ago rasanya.

mcm2 bnda dah jadi..mcm2 bnda nk cerita..tapi,tangguh dulu.so,ni la gambar2 nya:

                               
                                        p/s:kaki mia lawaaaa pakai heels mcm nie..i likeeeee :)

                                                                         gossip girl

p/s:mia sgt pandai bergaya n bergambar oukeyhh!

                                       
                                       aiman,sorry..dah try rotate gmbar ni tp stil tak boleh jugak.
                                     

                                                           p/s:panda the gambargrapher..


ni je update untuk kali ni.hv fun!

stop standing there

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you do onto
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all the time 


Chorus: 

Don't waste another day 
Don't waste another minute 
I cannot wait to see your face 
Just to show you how much I'm in it 
So open up your heart 
Help me understand 
Please tell me who you are 
So I could show you who I am 

You're just standing by 
You're just wasting time 
Why don't you just tell me the truth about me and you 
And as the time goes by 
I hope you realize 
If you ask me to 
I just might be with you 

So don't waste another day 
Don't waste another minute 
I cannot wait to see your face 
Just to show you how much I'm in it 
Open up your heart 



Help me understand 
Please tell me who you are 
So I could show you who I am 

Bridge: 

Stop Standing there, standing there 
And stop acting like you don't care 
And stop being scared, being scared 
Stop acting like you don't care.. 

So, don't waste another day 
Don't waste another minute 
I cannot wait to see your face 
Just to show you how much I'm in it 
Open up your heart 
Help me understand 
Please tell me who you are 
So I could show you who I am 

So, don't waste another day 
Don't waste another minute 
I cannot wait to see your face 
Just to show you how much I'm in it 
Open up your heart 
Help me understand 
Please tell me who you are 
So I could show you who I am 

Who I am, who I am, who I am..

never grow up

never grow up

reasons:
1)it suck!
2)need to make your own decision.subj apa nak amek? nk masuk kelas mana? duit api,air bila nk byr?hahaha
3)kna dduk jauh dr parents..mommy,babah...missyou already.
4)kena dduk umah sewa..haha..point?kna berdikari la bila dah besar..so,jgn la grow up.time please stop.
5)kalau ada mesin time travel :my ideal age yg aku nk patah balik adalah masa aku part 1 .kalau kecik2 pulak time aku umur 2 tahun..no siblings yet time tu..muahaaha!.seems so perfect!
6)tak perlu rasa sakit hati
7)sentiasa rasa muda dan chomel gituuu.
8)tak depressed

tu je nk ckp.have a nice day fellas!

kalau ada =)

hey readers .topic of the day ,KALAU ADA..agak2 kalau ada tu,agak2 kalau ada nie.apa yg saya nk cakap ni?
jom tgok bawah:

1)KALAU ada poket DOREMON saya nak MESIN MERENTAS MASA.
why?: can go back and forth anytime anywhere.
motif:boleh ulang alik setapak dgn baling bila2 masa di mana jua..HAHAHA

2)KALAU ada TONGKAT HARRY POTTER i wish i can have everything.
reason?:
1)hilangkan semua D.O.T.A yg ada kat dunia nie.
2)dunia TANPA final exam.
3)sistem pembelajaran berdasarkan minat dan pilihan!!!
4)hapuskan MATEMATIKKKK!!gyaaaa!

motif:
1)kpada peminat DOTA tlg jgn marah.ia bkn DOTA dota tapi DOTA here stands for Do.Oll.The.Assignments.
2)Saya nak MAKANANNNN yg sedap2.
3)Saya nak mereka yg saya SAYANG hepi2 gembira all the time.

tu je update kali ni..sengal tak??HAHA.
1)btw,si DIA dah nak balik 28 April ni..sedih3..sobs!
2)tengs for those yg wish kat saya hari ni.Sorry u guys.I CANT ANSWER the questions.penat kot stadi hempas pulas and CANT answer.takpe,saya REPEAT next sem.HI JUNIOR,NICE TO MEET YOU!!

sedih =(

hey readers.short update.last night,i cant sleep.tidur sekejap bangun balik+nightmare. fuhhh..pakej lengkap la.
saya taktahu la apa yg saya dh buat semalam sampai si dia terasa hati. =(
saya minta maaf .saya dah tidur dulu.penat sangat tunggu awak DOTA yg tak habis2 tu.awak dah bgtahu ptg semalam yg malam tadi awak nk DOTA and tidur puas2.
saya faham,awak mmg nk spend time dgn your friends and get enough rest sbb 2 hari ni awak study je.so,im trying my best to be cool.
since petang semalam u dah busy,and again i try my best to understand your situation.
awak cakap awak ada terasa dgn 2 org tu.tapi,apa yg dah jd sbnrnya?
disebabkan i take the decision not to figure out this things before i sleep,and the result was  wallllaa! tak boleh tido.bukan sebab apa,sbb saya rasa its always me that take the initiative first to figure out things.sometimes,i know you may b need your own space.and there are few things that u cant tell.btw,it kills me!and im dying to know it.
and again,im sorry dah susahkan awak untuk spend time dgn saya.my bad.
 p/s:i miss you today.tapi i promise not to bother you .*sebaksorangsorang.HAHA.TC hun!

dia.bagi =) olive you

Can't get the words out of my mouth
That little feeling everyone talks about
The things you say like I miss your face
I wanna let you know but I can't get the words to go so

Olive you and everything you do
What two words can mean afraid to say the other three
Olive you the words are coming true
I don't know what to say but olive you

Can't fight the feeling I feel inside
I try to tell you but I always hide
The things you say like I want you to stay right
Here by my side and let the words slide

Olive you and the little things you do
What two words can mean afraid to say the other three

Olive you the words are coming true
I don't know what to say but olive you

You wanna tell me but I don't know how to say it
I'll let it out what's been on my mind
Those two words need an I love...

I love you and everything you do
These two words mean what I meant to say with three
I love you never felt so smooth
All I can say is I love you

(Olive you olive you olive you)
I love you
(Olive you olive you olive you)
I love you 
(Olive you olive you olive you)
I love you
(Olive you olive you olive you)
I love you

tribute to Fatin Izzati Adzmi:saya sayang awak!

hey readers.wish u all have a good day! mlm ni saya nak post something .tentang a dearest friend of mine.Her name is Fatin Izzati Binti Adzmi.

Aten.igt tak lagi kita kenal masa umur kita berapa tahun?cer teka cer teka?? haha..saya taktahu la awak ingat ke tak.tapi kita kenal time kita umur 9 tahun.Time tu awak anak murid babah saya.awak la student yg paling hotstuff time tuh..hahaha.saya pernah ckp kat awak time kita kecik2 dulu"aten,t bila kita dua2 dah besar nanti harap2 dapat masuk sekolah menengah yang sama".Saya tak sangka doa saya makbul.kita masuk sekolah menengah kebangsaan agama baling.Pastu kita dua2 jd prefect.tapi awak prefect skema saya prefect yg nakal2 sket! hehe.

walaupun awak kat situ sampai form 3 je,saya rasa syukur sangat2.saya tahu awak pindah ke sekolah yg lagi bagus.sekolah sains kat perlis.awak dapat 9A..saya dapat 8A 1 B je pmr..sedih kot time awak tinggalkan kte.tapi takpe,saya faham..Then SPM pulak awak jauhhhh tinggalkan saya.huwa! tapi takpe,saya sokong cita2 awak nk jadi dokter tu.saya harap awak berjaya dalam hidup.Kalau saya sakit saya pergi la kat awak,tapi kalau komputer awak sakit awak dtg la cari saya.*wink2.

Aten..rasa pelik tak,tetiba i ckp saya ,awak*gedik kan kan kan?hahaha.Selalunya guna aku ang..Tapi saya la ckp mcm tu.Awak selalu bahasakan atin,ain dgn kita.HEHE..saya kan ganas! rawr! HAHA.

Just so u know:

1)ATEN.saya SAYANG awak

2)you are my tough shoulder that keeps me going on.

3)awak selalu je ada.tak kira la time saya sedih ke,gembira ke.saya takleh bayangkan hidup saya takdak awak.

4)kalau awak dpt call free awak takpernah lupa saya.it's like saya selalu je dalam list awak.

5)saya mmg sayangkan awak dan saya maksudkannya.

6)kalau awak sedih,saya akan nangis dgn awak.

7)saya betul2 risaukan awak time awak ckp yg kolej awak ada masalah sket.n panggil parents semua2 tu.saya doa kat awak supaya awak tabah lalui semua tu.

saya suka tengok awak bahagia dan tersenyum.Senyuman awak la yang bagi saya kekuatan untuk keep going on.
Ingat tak time kita muda2 dulu?HAHAHAHA..kita kan nakal2 sket.pergi Sg Petani naik bas.HAHA..saya akan ingat semua tu.tapi saya tahu.saya yang jahat.awak pulak sokong je.ish awak nie!!HAHAHA.
Aten,u are like my other half! takdak awak saya rasa saya akan hlg lagi setengah hati saya.

Ingat tak lagi?parents kita selalu je panggil kita kembar?Kita kan suka baca komik,suka kasut,suka beg,suka gossip*aikk tu mcm i je..HAHA..just joking..kita kan banyak suka benda yang sama.Minat yang sama.Tapi tu la..Syukri dah curi awak dahulu dari saya.*sebak sorang2..HAHA..takpe awak..ain tak kisah..hihihi*gediktetiba.


saya doakan supaya:
1)u will always smile no matter happen
2)dapat capai cita2 awak nk jadik Dokter!
3)jgn lupa hadiah besday saya!!*HAHAHA..tipu je..kikiki

pesan saya:
1)mak n abah hanta g ngaji bukannya dating!!!*nada pakcik adzmi!ekekeke
2)semoga awak safe and sound kat mana shj anda berada.
3)saya SAYANG awak.

masuk tahun ni dah 12 tahun kita kenal.Happy friendship day!*tetiba..takdela
harap2 kita akan terus jadi kawan baik.sampai bebila.sampai dah kahwin,husband kita gossip2 sesama,ada anak2..pastu kan pastu kan..tunggu anak2 kita membesar sesama,jadik kawan baik! main bola sepak,bola jaring!*haippp apa yg saya pk nih?haha..dah jauh ketengah.pastu kan aten,kita tua sesama..how sweet is that?

ok la..saya dah nak final ni aten..tu je yang saya nak tulis.supaya awak tahu saya sayangkan awak!saya suka big hug awak! saya suka kita jerit2 time jumpa..auuww..tak sabar nk tunggu u balik.cepat2 balik! t boleh gossip2 girl!  Take care aten.LOVE YOU.

hari.ini

                                                          

hey.readers.Hari ni saya sgt penat.
9.45 pagi:terpacak kat library.

                                          

10.30:anta assignmnt MGT yg melambak tak sempat siap kat lect.but last2 lect ckp kat semua org amik balik cuz dia tak smpat check.demm.siot penat kot buat semua tu.Last week shj 5 tests plus MUET bagai.pastu siapkan MGT mlm td sampai pukul 1 pagi then bangun balik 6 stgh pagi.tu pon tak siap2 gak.haish.=__='

11.00:start buat database final project.thanx to fit.Bnyak dia tolong.then kat firdaus sama since dia dah jadik partner yg function.HAHA..then,thanx god ,Mia Amira pon ada gak kat situ.ada jugak la geng gosip2 panas!haha

2.00:pergi lunch kat shima corner.Balik umah solat jumaat*ooppss! haha..solat zohor la.then half an hour later dah ada balik kat library.haih.penat

3.35:Adii mencemar duli .Finally ,dapat jugak jumpa dia.Susah gak nk dapat jumpa or even terserempak dgn dia nih.Rasa mcm jauh sgt lately.*sedih.tapi tetiap kali dia tny if im okay,i'll always and always say im okay!im a tough girl.masing-masing busy rasanya.

5.20:Dia dah balik.bye adii!

5.45:Saya gerak balik .

pastu gerak pg psr malam dgn along,farah,ainaa,fit,zaff,raff! They r my lovelies.Always being there for me.Thanx guys.

Malam nie nk study MGT lagi.Semak jadual peksa.Buat apa yg patut.
Tomorrow,pg JPJ jap then will be at library until petang.Tu la rutin saya tetiap hari starting today.Wish me luck everybody.

recent =)

Hey readers.just an update about my recent activities.Last tuesday night = 12 April i sambut birthday haris mohamad muzaffar.

Tempat:Parking Foodcourt Uitm Merbok

Mastermind: Aien

Pranksters: Qila ,Ali,Azman Zhafirin,Azeer Asyraf,Gigi,Amer Alam,Panda

Jam:Pukul 9 setengah malam

Aktiviti:Culik dan baling tepung puas-puas!

Instruction:Let d pic do d talk.Malas nk cakap.

Recent 1:

Segala perancangan bermula pada pagi 12 April lagi.Actually birthday dia on 13 April.tapi celebrate awal sket since 13 April night i ada test JAVA2.

Kronologi ikut masa:

9.00 pagi : I baru habis MUET .Dengan kepala yang berat dan demam,heret kaki pergi kedai kek.Tanya boleh tak buat cupcakes yg ada nama plus green icing.Alhamdulillah.tuan kedai cakap boleh.Legaaa.

11.00 pagi:Bergerak ke Sungai Petani cari hadiah .

02.30 petang:Sampai ke rumah sewa.Then,tuan kedai kek cakap yg dia tak sempat siapkan cupcakes tu sbb anak dia kna dmm campak and kena bawak pergi klinik.~ huwa =( ~sedih kot.Tapi takpa..tunggu jugak sampai tuan kedai kek tu call lagi.Dan alhamdulillah dia cakap cupcakes sempat siap on time!

04.00 petang:Bergerak ke kls calculus.Tetiba dpt tahu kelas cancel.So,sambung tido sebab tak larat sangat.

06.30 petang:Kek dah siap.Heret kaki pergi amek kapkek.Tengok2 kapkek tu lawaaa sangat ..rasa sejuk je hati.

08.25:Letak sampul surat 1 kat notice board ATM+foodcourt and pergi amek qila kat Kolej Murni.Sampai kat dataran FC terserempak pulak dgn pranksters kat dlm kereta.Almost ingat plan dah fail.Lagi la sedih.Dah penat pk mcm mana nak surprisekan dia.Tapi rupa2nya tak bocor lagi plan tu.

saya menyorok kat belakang kereta sapa ntah kat pkg FC tu.time tu adii dah hantar msg tny kat mana.Tapi,sori adii i tak boleh reply!

Then ali meh amik kunci moto untuk amek Panda.

So misi bermula setelah panda sampai.

10.30:Mia amira sampai n bg hadiah birthday kat adii.Then,majlis pon tamat.

p/s:rasanya tak terlambat sangat untuk wish sekali lagi.Selamat Hari Lahir Haris Mohamad Muzaffar!takdak 13 April,i takkan dapat jumpa u sekarang!

Recent 2:Untuk hilangkan stress,saja lepak2 McD sambil2 teman fey-ra gunting rambut.Lets d pic do d talk.

Dah banyak gambar+cerita pon dah banyak.Tu je lah kot.Dah masuk study fever! wishing u guys all the best for FINAL paper.My first paper on 20 April.Start with Fundamental Of Management.To you readers,yg mana student UITM tu sabor je la dgn jadual exam yang pack semester ini.Break a Leg everybody!

p/s:saya sayang domo kun nih!dalam perut dia ada semua barang yg saya sayang!

love

hey.budak2 semua*termasuk diri sendiri.malam ini saya nk bagitahu apa yang saya fikir dan tahu tentang love2 nih.jujur saya akui,saya jeles dengan orang yang bahagia kat luar sana.tapi kalau bahagia tak semestinya  tiada masalah kan kan kan? orang tengah dok final fever dah sampai tak layan bieber fever aku plak gedik2 cerita tntg cinta la..eeew..tapii..biaaa la..kau hado?tak do kan..HAHA.

pelajaran tentang cinta.*kena cerita yang tak best dulu.save the best for last.

1)CINTA ITU = PATAH HATI*tak best la cinta nih! haish

2)YOU ALWAYS TELL EVERYONE THAT YOU CAN LIVE WITHOUT HIM/HER AND STOPPED LOVING HIM/HER BUT THE TRUTH IS YOU NEVER STOP!*just time will heal everything.

3)THIS IS THE TRUTH.THE ONLY ONE WHO HURT YOU IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HEAL YOU BACK.*sbb dia yang bagi patah,so dia kena la bertanggungjawab.cakap sorry dgn bersungguh2 and make sure u dont do the same thing to the next person !take it as pengajaran okey.

4)CINTA BUATKAN ANDA JADI MOOD SWING.*hahaha..boleh jadi sedih bila2 masa dan kembali normal bila2 masa.

 YANG BEST TENTANG CINTA.

1)memang best kalau dapat tua sesama.kan best kalau dah tua and can still look each other in the eyes and say I LOVE YOU.Kahwin+Besarkan anak sesama+go through each problems together+tengok anak-anak membesar+kahwinkan anak-anak+pergi masjid dengar kuliah sesama+naik skuter pergi pasar malam sesama+pergi bayar bil elektrik,air,streamyx,wimax*HAHA+jaga si dia kalau sakit+baca kisah2 nabi sebelum anak2 tido+solat jemaah sesama+tolong sikat rambut+cabut uban bila dah tua+berleter kalau lupa bayar duit kereta hujung bulan+gaduh2 manja

HAHAHAHAHA.dah banyak yg aku berimaginasi nih!

2)SANGAT BEST kalau there is someone taking care of u.Bagi hadiah birthday+bagi loveletters+share movie yg sama+main tuju2 kasut*oppss bukan la tuju2 lagu+bagi teddybear gemoks+bagi coklat+belanja lunch*ehem2+at least you feel like there's still somebody who wants you by their side pastu cakap "im always here if u need me" walaupun masalah tu tak settle tp rasa lega la jugak.

3)LOVE is like a gamble.samaada menang atau kalah je.2 possibilities yang akan dapat :satu;patah hati,dua:bahagia ke jinjang pelamin and growing old together.sapa yang nak bercinta dan patah hati rite?semua taknak.tapi tu lumrah kehidupan.There's ups and down.THE EFFECT OF LOVE:cheeks akan  sntiasa blushing2,mata akan sparkling2 pastu lips akan smiling2.tu la symptom2 nyaa murid2!

4)PART paling best kalau yang sorang tu merajuk then sorang lagi kena la pujuk!HAHA..i likeeee.so SWEET.go through up and down together.*dah brp bnyak perkataan together aku sebut nih?HAHA

5)Ada orang yang jaga kita and amik tahu pasal kita.Hari ni u nampak gojes la ! hey handsome u r so style and kachaks la ! Sayang, u mmg kiut la! pastu mula la kembang kempis tahan bangga dan riak seketika itu!HAHA..opps ..GOTCHA! btw,sapa taknak diri rasa dihargai dan diperlukan?

6)LOVE MAKES U FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO JUMP! GOLEK2! AND EVEN LAUGH TO YOUR HEART CONTENT.*ye la orang dah bahagia.Makan dah ada yang temankan.Lagi satu,makan kenyang,tidur lena dan mandi basah .HAHA.

AWAK,this one below is for you.I know,we dont know what the future has in store for us,but remember! embrace this moments like it will never-ever happen in our life.So,when we are sad we can keep going back and forth to our precious past .

Thanx for reading readers! love it.