escapism

i want to go to a place where tears is not your pillow's best friend.
i want to go to a place where judgement is not killing yourself
i want to go to a place where happiness is in everybody's heart
i want  to go to a place where money cant buy everything you like
i want to go to a place where sorrow and sadness can be erased
i want to go to a place where forever and fairy tales do exist
i want to go to a place where everyone knows how to take care of your heart
i want to go to a place where your loved one will always be there for you no matter what
i want to go to a place where happy-ending do exist
i want to go to a place where jealousy can be overcome by trust
i want to go to a place where your love is appreciated
i want to go to a place where a broken heart can be fixed
i want to go to a place where friends do not  stabbed behind your back
i want to go to a place where selfishness is overcome by kindness
i want to go to a place where i will feel the most beautiful
i want to go to a place where i will feel blessed and lucky
i want to go to a place where there will be somebody that appreciate me and accept me no matter who i am
i want to go to a place where everyone treat you better

dear friends,i am lucky to meet you in my life.

dear bestfriends, i am glad to have you with me in my life.

dear special bestfriends, where my secrets are safe with you and you accept me for who i am and proud of me.thanx for growing up with me.know every single tears i shed,thanx for your shoulders,thanx for everything that we've been through.know every single piece of me.i 'll always cherish our moments together.

dear boyfriend,im glad to meet you.you teaches me how to dance to the rhythm of life,teaches me to be more matured,how to appreciate my life,how to be me.I hope that you'll always be happy.I hope that you'll make sure that what you've been dreaming of do come true.Chase for your dream and your future.It is not for me or your family,it is solely just for you.Even we may be apart one day,i hope that you'll always make your family proud of you.I am proud of you.I wish i can be your backbone that will always support you to be better and better but at last,you need to stand on your own and do what's the best for you.Believe me,i'll always be on your side and please trust me.

the end

a.w.a.y

Dear pillow,sorry for all the tears

Dear tummy,sorry for all the butterflies inside,

Dear heart,sorry for all the damages,

Dear brain,you are always right.

But still,i am following my heart where it leads me too.The thinking will come later.

I think everybody deserved to be loved and to be cared.Nothing more that people will ask except to love them for who they are and to love them unconditionally.

But,still..it is so hard to love another person when your heart have been hurt before.You'll be extra careful this time.Sometimes,it is so unfair to let the "another" person slides easily into your heart.But,looks,it is so unfair for that person too.It is from a book that i read recently.

My friends love stories teach  me so much about love.But still,i dont know how to deal with it in my real life.There's so much that i dont know,so much that i am lacking of.Sometimes,out of nowhere,my insecurities about everything will come out.

Sometimes,i wonder how much important a person can be in another person's life.Finally,i have found the answer.For me, he is important in my life enough that i know i am scared of losing him.That's all.

p/s:Lately,i miss my laughter .

What i want:

I don't want a perfect person,

I just want someone to act silly with,

treats me well,

& loves being with me more than anything.

I want to go somewhere.I think beach will be the perfect place.May be i'll be there after my last class today.

I want to wash away all my worries.

Wind,take away my worries.

Sea,let me breathe out my sadness.

coconut tree,let me drink your water pleaseee..*wink2..Dats all.

                                     

photoshoot

Assalamualaikum.hey readers.lama dah xjumpa.rindu...post kali ni ttg photoshoot 2 weeks ago rasanya.

mcm2 bnda dah jadi..mcm2 bnda nk cerita..tapi,tangguh dulu.so,ni la gambar2 nya:

                               
                                        p/s:kaki mia lawaaaa pakai heels mcm nie..i likeeeee :)

                                                                         gossip girl

p/s:mia sgt pandai bergaya n bergambar oukeyhh!

                                       
                                       aiman,sorry..dah try rotate gmbar ni tp stil tak boleh jugak.
                                     

                                                           p/s:panda the gambargrapher..


ni je update untuk kali ni.hv fun!